Balancing Life, Love, and my Little One

Welcome! If you’re here, I’m going to guess that you have a little one, like me. When my baby was first born, I entered into motherhood without a single clue how to take care of a baby and raise a child. All my siblings are way older than I am, so I had no experience with little kids at all. Sure, I have young nieces but had never been their primary caretaker, nor been responsible for them other than occasional babysitting gigs.

One of the thoughts I had in the hospital after giving birth was, “Are they really going to let me leave the hospital with this baby?!” Full of love but utterly clueless, I fumbled around trying to figure out how to change a diaper and trying my hardest not to give up on nursing the very first day. 

Some time has passed since then, and I am now the mother of a wild 2-year-old toddler. I’ve managed to keep this magnificent little human alive, healthy, and safe, and I couldn’t be more happy.

Parenting is almost entirely different than I had expected it to be. Pre-motherhood, I thought a lot about how I would raise my child and what kinds of values I would try to instill in them, but I failed to realize that the earliest few years of parenthood are mostly about survival. That’s what this little blog is all about - getting through these earliest, wildest years in one piece. It’s not easy to be needed all the time, but it is worth it.

Me and  my squishy little newborn, January 2023